After so many years of lust and so many years of gain
now this is my time to feel the pain.
Yes you guessed it right! I am on my death bed counting my last hours...
wondering why people have gathered around me holding flowers.
What have I given them, what have I done good.
What has brought them here today and why are they in such a mood!
In the sparkling tears rolling down their eyes,I see a new world and and a new life.
I see the angels of heaven approaching me,asking me why should they take me along
To give them a reason they can judge from.
In return I can think of nothing...nothing at all.
So I see them going as the night fall.
Now everything is going dim and dark.
I repent not leaving behind any mark.
Something with which people would remember me by,
of which I could be proud and not shy.
With my eyes closing and my heart stopping,
I feel sorry for wasting my life and doing nothing worth noting.