Lost Myself !!

I lost my myself in the text and the sound,

I lost myself in the world around...

I fought for a while to keep me alive;

to help myself,to grow and strive...

I saved myself for a while from the wind

that blows away the love from within...

I hate to loose the smile so benign

far away from the worldly shine...

I had for a while the prettiest eyes,

the look of content devoid of vice...

The joyous chuckle, the laughter,the play;

now so distant,so far away...

In a haste to grow on a worldly whim,

I left behind the child within...

My Repentance

After so many years of lust and so many years of gain

now this is my time to feel the pain.

Yes you guessed it right! I am on my death bed counting my last hours...

wondering why people have gathered around me holding flowers.

What have I given them, what have I done good.

What has brought them here today and why are they in such a mood!

In the sparkling tears rolling down their eyes,I see a new world and and a new life.

I see the angels of heaven approaching me,asking me why should they take me along

To give them a reason they can judge from.

In return I can think of nothing...nothing at all.

So I see them going as the night fall.

Now everything is going dim and dark.

I repent not leaving behind any mark.

Something with which people would remember me by,

of which I could be proud and not shy.

With my eyes closing and my heart stopping,

I feel sorry for wasting my life and doing nothing worth noting.

Perfect Night

Underneath the sky and the shining stars,

In the midst of the woods and scattered flowers...

With the scent of the forest all around,

I hear a faint rustling sound...

Everything is lit by a silver light,

Oh so perfect is this night!!

But somewhere someplace inside of me,

is void of this beauty that I see

Its waiting for another sight,

Its still waiting for a 'perfect night'

Silent Prayer

When hopes abate and darkness falls,
when u are abducted by the despair claws.
When life is unfair with no one around
& no where a ray of light can be found,
join your hands and you can start
a silent prayer thats straight from your heart.

The zest of which is pure and divine
& touch to it of a holy shrine.
The words which are needless to say
yet they show the deepest pray.
To push your abhors through miles apart
start a prayer that's straight from your heart.

A prayer that gives your mind some peace
& catches you in a soothing breeze,

it gives you strength to go and fight

the darkest, coolest,haunting nights.

To see your hopes just thoughts apart,

start a prayer that's straight from the heart....