My Repentance

After so many years of lust and so many years of gain

now this is my time to feel the pain.

Yes you guessed it right! I am on my death bed counting my last hours...

wondering why people have gathered around me holding flowers.

What have I given them, what have I done good.

What has brought them here today and why are they in such a mood!

In the sparkling tears rolling down their eyes,I see a new world and and a new life.

I see the angels of heaven approaching me,asking me why should they take me along

To give them a reason they can judge from.

In return I can think of nothing...nothing at all.

So I see them going as the night fall.

Now everything is going dim and dark.

I repent not leaving behind any mark.

Something with which people would remember me by,

of which I could be proud and not shy.

With my eyes closing and my heart stopping,

I feel sorry for wasting my life and doing nothing worth noting.